Spending my Saturday night with mom, watching TV leisurely, listening music, reading comics, browsing internet, bbm-ing with the one who getting sick since yesterday, sending him a virtual hug, and path-ing. It was quiet silent, mom just get laid down in front of TV and i was in corner of room with laptop.
Nothing special this week especially after the young pop left the company, just got 3 meetings in a row and kinda boring. The presdir just have graduation today, the assignment was done, and i don't know whether it was submitted to the library or not. The point is what's next?
This question still on my mind since the presdir passed his promotion exam. What's next?
I feel comfort with the current environment, but in the same time I don't satisfy with my work. It's just not my things, without target and deadline. It's just not so me.
It's same case with the reason why I left the competition crew in TKD. TKD was fun and always be fun. The sport, not the organization. And I thought I was involved too deep in tkd's organization. It was dirty, I've heard a dirty dealing in the meeting of 1st champion's character. Glad to know that there was someone who disagreed with the decision and could cancel the decision. At least, there was one person who still supporting the sportivity.
Same case, but it doesn't dirty. It's just me who feel plain without the challenges. Thought that I should find a right place for fighting. Such the young pop said, maybe it's also not my battlefield anymore. Because the safety and comfortness is kinda boring to pass by, then I should break something out.
Could i have a wish for my luck? Or do I need more than luck? :)
Love,
F
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